Thoughts of a future
I'm flying back to New York soon. And I don't know how I feel about it. I will be reunite with people i missed but at the same time I don't know how soon I will be able to go back to Colombia. And I'm so not done here. This country is way too big and beautiful. I need to write a bucket list for real. There are som manny things i want to do, places to visit and people to meet. I sometimes worry I might not have enough time even if I live until i am 90y old... Hmm. I can't help wishing I just had money on deck. Mad money for the rest of my life so I could just travel until I got sick of it. I know a lot of people tell me that I can make that life happen. The whole thing about creating a life you don't need a vacation from. I mean I dig that. I like that. But fear holds me back from time to time. A university degree and a job. I don't need to go to college but it is good but then again I don't know exactly what I want to do... Study.. But I do know what I want to do but how? Are you feeling me? Do you see where this is going? UGH! Let me just end it here.
At the market a couple of days ago. Loved the vibes and the smell of food and old things.